歌词

Lately my thoughts eating me alive

Laid in the bed

Thinkin' maybe the hate'll finally go away if I'm not alive

Wish I didn't listen

Just like I wish they would understand me one time

I had a breakdown and tatted my entire body except one line

Everything's just fine

Slippin' again

There I go slippin' again I'm actin' different again

I see my family's reflection

Every time I look in the cup and I sip it again

After this ends

Tell me after all this ends

Will I be mentioned again

Why do I care

If in the end it's just me and God like I'm Christian again

Yeah

Slim bring the beat in

Before my dad left this Earth

He made sure I took on every quality I didn't want

I was supposed to die at birth

Gave me a chance and I ****** it up give me another one

Mm

I've been runnin' from

Secrets I hid as a kid and I never confronted 'em

I just called ma said I forgive her

For not bein' there when I needed one

I'm comin' back just let me go

I'm comin' back just let me go yeah

I'm comin' back just let me go

I'm comin' back don't let me go

Who am I when the music stops

And the character that I been playin'

Is really just broken and ******* lost

I swear I've been tellin' you

Over and over again in all of these songs

But they don't hear nothin' I'm writin'

'Cause they're too busy tryna write me off

And they go on and on and on

It's funny 'cause if we just sat and talked

You'd see that it's just hard for me to be vulnerable

'Cause I blocked it off

I got trust issues growin' up

No one was there to hear what I thought

My heart was broken like my ribs as a kid

When me and my father fought

Yeah

I'm medicating with something that I cannot pronounce

But it's what the doctor gave me

Rehab patient with a pen and some paper

Mm

This psychiatrist keeps evaluating

How can I live with the fact

That my hand wasn't on her stomach when we lost the baby

I don't got no one to turn to

'Cause everyone's dead in my life that was tryna raise me

Searchin' for someone to tell me who I really am

I don't know when I look in the mirror

Constantly dreadin' the day

That the audience might not be screaming for me anymore

The feeling of dying alone

And not leaving anything behind is my biggest fear

Kiss the person that I love

As if I'm never coming back after I leave out the door

I'm comin' back just let me go

Feelin' like

I'm comin' back just let me go yeah

I'm comin' back just let me go

I'm comin' back don't let me go

Mm

I'm comin' back just let me go

Mm

I'm comin' back just let me go yeah

Mm

I'm comin' back just let me go

Mm

I'm comin' back don't let me go

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